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R.I.P. Liane Matmanivong

A Dark day has fallen upon my life and i will never be able to get it back.
My ever loving father had past away last night in his sleep. (10-1-2009)
He was the biggest part of my life and now with him gone there will be a empty hole that will i will never be able to fill.
I will miss him the most other then my mom.
I have tried to prepare myself for this but even with all the preperation i have done it is still not enuff when it came.
He was and is the bravest man that i was lucky enuff to be his son .
He might have know his time was comming but chosen not to let anyone know or act any different.

As for me i am holding up as best as i can i have been trying to keep my mind busy or stay busy
iI not i will just end up in tears just missing him so much
So if you guys dont see me ingame as often its just me keeping busy with other things
One thing tho i didnt think i had so many good friends my phone was ringing off the hook when the news hit
of them calling consoiling me and see if there anything they can do to help
I'm gonna end this blog because im kinda rambling for now with

R.I.P dad you will be in my heart always and forever

:)